Ungrounded

Merry Meet..

I missed yesterday's Rock-in' Tuesday post due to a family emergency. I can't talk about it with people in my mundane life so I will talk about it with you, dear readers.

The Baptist could be losing his job today. Through a series of mistakes that were completely not his fault, he could be unemployed by the end of the hour. Note: I place blame where blame is due. This project has been the bane of our existence for over a year now. And it has been a string of disasters... And it actually isn't his fault. But, he's the boss. So when something is messed up, he gets blamed. So now we will all pay for other's mistakes with our livelihood and insurance. I have two children under the age of 5. I also have a psychiatric condition that is well controlled with medication I can't afford without said insurance. I feel like we are paying for so many mistakes that are not in The Baptist's control.

Courtesy of Stephaniecity

I feel completely out of control. Big magick keeps asking why daddy is sad. He knows something is going on. Little magick has just decided he's going to ride out this storm latched to my breast. We're nursing as much as we did when he first arrived. I am about to snap from all of the stress. I feel like the ground is falling away from me and we are swirling on the winds of the great unknown. I feel...... ungrounded.

If you have some energy to lend us today, we would really appreciate it. I sent protection stones with him to his meeting and I am wearing my runes. I cast a protection spell over him the other day. I feel like I should be DOING something more but I just don't know what. So if you have any ideas, please, I would love to hear them.

I will try to keep my posts upbeat from here on out. I appreciate each and every one of you that reads. Thanks for listening.